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He saw my dog waiting
for me in the cab of my truck. He may have noted the New Mexico plates
too, but I am grateful for whatever encouraged him to come into the
bar and have a beer with me. It's late, I am out here on Spring break
making images: so far just the Canadian River canyon and a revival tent
over in Logan flapping in the high winds--at its entrance a ghostly
cross studded with lamp bulbs, most of them burned out.
You and your dog are
welcome at my ranchito. I've got two husbands but you can sleep alone
if you want. My folk are from New Mexico. You a brujo?
Mondays and Tuesdays
are his drinking days. Would I care to join him during his long peda?
The youngest husband has left the trailer already. Didn't want to be
around. Too jealous. Doesn't drink. Henpecks. Uses a whole bottle of
glass spray to clean the table. Is nelly too. My host doesn't know why
he's so attached to the young one. He's cute, he guesses. He says the
older husband is cool. They met in jail 17 years ago.
It's about as dry
and cold as can be this time of year. I follow his truck North in the
blackness, the High Plains break up into shallow washes, mesquite and
yucca forests. Down a sandy arroyo lined with what look to be Cadillacs,
Camaros and Monte Carlos.
His trailer is two
single-wides connected end-to-end, their caterpillar silhouette draped
over a little mesa. Four horses gaze at us and two Great Dane mixes
loom up out of the dark. The dogs meet, tails wag.
They'll be fine.
Dark oak paneling
on the inside. A gray parrot shuffles in its cage. Nearby are finches,
parakeets and some quail. Those are Pharoah Quail and shouldn't be indoors
he says.
The trailer is like
a stable with a long hall lined with cuartitos. In the living room is
the photo his mom had enlarged, he on his black gelding and ornate Mexican
saddle, doffing his black felt hat and looking for all the world like
the Tech mascot. I meet the older husband who's resting in a little
room watching the TV. I attempt to be disinterested without being rude.
A Meadowlark wakes
me up, the dog warming my feet on the couch as he does at home. Outside
is the Caprock and the yellow sandy dust that gives the place its name.
Coronado came this far looking for Antilia almost 500 years ago. Reaching
his tolerance for bitter loneliness of this vast space, he headed back
to the Rio Grande Valley.
My hosts are still
asleep. And so I return to the couch.
When I awake again,
the kitchen table has been cleaned and a place has been set for me with
a quarter and a shot glass. Two cases of beer have been stacked near
the fridge. The three of us aim quarters at the glass and designate
shots until the beer is gone. The conversation is relaxed and ribald.
Miraculously I don't get sick. My dog sleeps happily underneath the
table throughout the afternoon.